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Looking back to the beginning of 2016, I only had three “main” resolutions:

  1. Finish 30 books
  2. Be more active on Youtube/Blog and maintain an active social media presence
  3. Be Positive

Of course I had other goals (examples of this include finishing my freshman year with a certain GPA, landing an internship, and achieving a certain number of followers on my youtube channel), but those were the three that I placed at the “foreground” (so to speak) in the beginning of 2016. It actually sounded fairly easy to achieve at first… but here’s how I did with them.

Finish 30 Books

How I did: Meh? At the time of this writing I finished 11. Will probably finish 12 or 13 by the end of this year. I ended up writing reviews for most of them, and you can find them right on this blog.

Thoughts: Disappointed that I didn’t quite get to 30, but I realize it was a pretty lofty goal to begin with once school rolled around. It’s always easy to imagine what you want to do during the holiday breaks but actually carrying it out is much harder during the semester. I was also really sorely disappointed with most of the books I read… which made me less inclined to keep reading, honestly. As I grew older I became more critical of the material I read, and even bestsellers such as My Sister’s Keeper, with a whopping 4.5 stars on Goodreads, ended up disappointing me quite a bit.

As for the best book I read this year? It would probably have to be Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng.

Maintain an Active Social Media Presence

How I did: Alright–it was on and off, on and off–but better than previous years and I’m definitely proud of the content I put out. Originally I had wanted to upload a video onto my Youtube channel every week, but of course that is easier said than done.

Thoughts: I’m actually quite proud of the content (whether it is on my blog or Youtube) that I did put out during this year. I can’t say that my channel has grown a lot, but every vlog and reflection blog post that I did is work that I’m proud of and work that I’m glad I put in during this year. I would like to keep this for the next year as being a content creator is something I genuinely enjoy doing. I would like to keep challenging myself to create more, even when life gets busy and when I feel like I don’t really have time for it.

Be Positive

How I did: This is probably the one that I’m not quite sure how I did. Probably just “ok”, but I think it’s part of growing up. I definitely still find happiness in the small things and I am grateful for every moment, but I think I’ve mellowed out a bit compared to previous years when it comes to my overall happiness.

Thoughts: Last year in particular, I was really bubbly and cheerful (most) of the time. Maybe it’s the sophomore slump getting me down but I definitely felt a change in how I approach things in my head. I don’t think that I was not positive but I feel like I was definitely more realistic and practical as opposed to simply optimistic.

Conclusions

I didn’t do as well as I’d hoped when it came to my 2016 resolutions, but I definitely worked on them throughout the year. At the very end of the day, the “new year” is more of a societal construct… and you definitely don’t need to wait until the very beginning of the year to make a change in your life. I think it was interesting keeping track of my own personal growth and goals from year to year.